I AM SICK OF BEING SICK. GOD I HATE THIS. It's been three weeks. Today I thought I was going to collapse. All I do is practice and go to classes and study. WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO DO????? I just hate hate hate this. I hate being weak. It feels like shit. This is bullshit. It's so humiliating. I feel like I can't even help myself.


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There. I said it. Can I get better now?????