Everything was going well, and smoothely, like pieces of a puzzle, until you started feeling crazy and out of sorts; Now I'm crazy and out of sorts! Or did I start it?
Who's pointing fingers anyway!
Things are better... because I realize he doesn't mean to do anything; it's not a Guy-thing, it's a Gwenn-thing. More or less. So now that I know that it's something I have to do... I don't know what to do. Talk, learn to deal, make something happen...
Get your events settled down Miss Les so that mine will too! Please!
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I'm not really all hot and bothered. I'm fine. I'm extra busy and this week is gonna be rough. I don't get a weekend. In fact, the weekend is tougher than the school days, but this is what I signed up for. So nothing wrong with me. I'm a happy girl.
You should be too. No reason to be. Only thing that I can see geting in your way is you right now. Your dating a cute guy and starting up school and Oklahoma is getting water. What do you want?
*no reason NOT to be. I also leave out important words. Blarg!
I didn't notice; I knew what you meant. I know I know I know.. but damn les, it's hard to pretend!
hard to pretend what? what exactly do you have to pretend? that something is alright? I mean, you don't even know what's wrong. does something have to be wrong? are you purposefully trying to find something to be upset about? i don't get it. this time, i really don't. i just want you to be happy. i am very happy. and things aren't all peachy keen for me. but i'm cool with it. so please, stop hunting for whatever it is that doesn't fit. ok? maybe you need to seek out all the things that are right. focus on something positive rather than trying to figure out what isn't right, cause before you know it something won't be alright, so enjoy the good times while they roll. ok?
I am not purposely trying to find something to be upset about. honestly, I am upset about something kinda minute, but I am not purposely trying to find something to be upset about. I know a little bit better than that. because, hell, I don't enjoy this!
buuuuuuut, i'm figuring out what the problem is. I really am. and I'll come to terms with it. Just you wait! but you have helped- making me realize these insecurities of mine are helping me find a solution.
good. i'm sorry you think there is something wrong.
oh yea, you are totally nutty. but i love you anyway.
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